Messy Applesauce

A couple of weeks ago I was asked this question in my Ladies Bible Class: What does total surrender to Jesus look like? This was my answer:

Total surrender to Jesus looks like allowing my toddler who hasn't mastered a spoon eat applesauce out of a cup in my living room. It's so so very messy. There was applesauce smeared on the table. There was applesauce dropped on her clean shirt. There was applesauce in her hair and all over her face. So much applesauce EVERYWHERE. 

Even though I knew it was going to be crazy messy I had to let go of my control and let her do it. Why? Because it's necessary for her to grow. I mean, the girl has to know how to use a spoon. Amiright? 

I sat there and watched her conquer a new skill and I swelled with pride. I was so proud because she never got frustrated if she dropped it. She giggled and tried again. As I watched her, I realized how I was growing and learning with her. That was not just a moment for her to perfect a new skill, God was showing me what happens when I let go of my white-knuckling control. When I surrender, I grow. When I surrender, I learn new skills. When I surrender, He uses me for His glory. When I surrender, I give up my agenda to be His hands and feet. He doesn't promise it will be easy. He says it will be messy. But He says don't worry, I've overcome the world for you. (John 16:33) So take up your cross and follow me. (Matthew 16:24)

Let go and surrender. It's messy, but it's necessary.

xoxo Lauren